I Hate(Love) You

I Hate(Love) You

You treasured my wrongs

And, sealed my sins

Nobody do that, then

Why should you?

I hate you for

Every time you hold my hand

And look into my eyes

To make me believe

That I’m not alone

I hate you for

Every time you wait for me

To swim back to your abode

I ain’t worth this

Let me drown

Into the mire of my fate

I hate you for

Every time you say those words

Making me feel your

Undying love, and

Eternal concern

I hate you for

Every time I REALLY hate myself

For I can’t be with you

Though—I love you so….